FUCK YOU.

8.3.05

fuck la. stupid cousin's house the blogger. in fucking chinese can! ughh. i hate fucking cheena but i love fucking yummy cheena food! hehehe! and yes. i found out that, that xinyi girl has a blog can! small gwen!! we can both go gaga over her blog now! ;)) haha. i came to my cousins to get a gameboyy.

today in school mdm zuraidah was being rather bitchy.

me: steffany. what do we write from "from" there. x10000

mdm zuraidah: gwen. you sure know how to waste time ahh.

me: thank you.

mdm zuraidah: you should work in a time wasting business.

me: sure.. if there is one.

mdm zuraidah: ya. you can start a time wasting management syndicate.(that's what i think i heard)

me: ya. i am not of legal age.

joanne koh: wah! you shut her up man!

and mdm zuraidah didnt say anything else. ! she thinks she's the only one who can be sarcastic. HAHAHA! I AM JUST AS SARCASTIC. BLAH!

i left class at 12.55pm and everybody else left at... hmmm... 12.20! fuck la! then happily we took cab to crescent we looked like idiots. in cabs with bags the size of Russia in tow. and we had all the equipment. ahaha! and when we got there we were like so early. though it was 2? and they haven't even opened the fucking field gates. fucking shit. and we waited like we were the princessES of the world at the umbrella sheltered table.and cos we were so bored. we started playing monkey. yes. monkey. monkey with MY HANDPHONE ahaha! we finally got in. and when i was stretching. i saw liteng. and she waved to me. then i waved back! so adorable can! :)) then haowen never say hi lor. :(( after that i was like on the verge of crying. ___ didnt come. so yeah. i didnt really care. and later we went on to the field. i was batting. was going to la. and ___ was there. i didnt really care. it'd make me look desperate. but who was i kidding. i am desperate. and so i went out there. i tried to be cool. but i damn fucked up la. got hit on my left ankle. got my free walk la. and i stole to 2. then i got free walk to 3 and home. so i scored like that. and yes. i was happy. and of cos since i saw ___. weiqi and cheryl came at the 2nd or third inning. cheryl gave me a letter from haowen. and cheryl got an extremely long one! ;)) i said that ___ msg me yesterday. and i was really happy. and everything. and i said i was over ___. and weiqi was like. if you act like that. it means you aren't over ___.

i guess i am not, but would ___ ever care, ___ acts as if i dont exist.

we lost 28-11 in the end. not so bad as how we sort of expected it to be la. i am quite proud of myself. i scored twice. BUT. i got striked out twice as well. :(((( at the end of the game. miss quek said. gwen. you're quite pretty with long hair horr. i was like. WHAT THE FUCK! and she said miss loke showed the whole staffroom!! WHAT THE FUCK! I HATE MISS LOKE LIKE FUCK NOW! :((((((((((((((((((((((((

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