11.4.05
I'm so lonely
I'm mr. Lonely
I have nobody
To call my own.
you always put a smile on your face. you always act all happy when you know yourself that you aren't happy. will you please stop cutting yourself as well. i know sometimes it hurts so much that you just resort to the blade. have you ever thought it was just plain stupid? you have lots of friends around you. why dont you just tell them of the pain you feel inside.
yeah. surely i would. i have many friends. but how many of them can i really trust. can i really depend on? sometimes when you want a shoulder to cry on. you just cant get it. and that's what i mean. sometimes all these breaks me inside. you all think i am always cherry and a bag of laughs. but sometimes i am moody.
the truth is i want you, i want you to stop having the picture of me being the "evil person" cos you don't understand. thought ___ explains. i still dont understand. maybe no amount of apologies can clear up this mess of a misunderstanding.
X
6:04 PM
i dont need any more problems right now.
