3.5.05
i am so overjoyed that my idol is like, willing to talk to me. well. more willing than a month ago or something. i miss my idol very very much. i almost wrote the sa compo on my idol. the question was, write about the person who has made the greatest impact on your life. i almost wrote about my idol! but then if i wrote it, i will seem like i'm some fucking desperate shit. haha
the papers were ok, i guess. i know i screwed the letter. i was just writing to fill the paper up. it looked so stupid it sounded stupid. like some 3year old kid wrote it. hoho. what to do. i am a 3year old kid.
i screwed up the whole thing except for paper2. and i heard sandy's grandma passed on. i am really sad for her. she's still so strong. sigh. she found out after paper1.
SANDY. I'M REALLY SORRY FOR YOU, NO AMOUNT OF WORDS THAT I'M GONNA SAY. IT'S GONNA MAKE UP FOR THE LOSS YOU HAD. BUT PLEASE. REMEMBER. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A FRIEND IN ME. be strong ok.
i miss you.
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5:29 PM
i dont need any more problems right now.
