FUCK YOU.

4.5.05

last night before i went to bed, i thought about the things i've done. and somehow, i thought that some of the things i've done were wrong. and there were the things that i've done right.

the things that i've done wrong. too bad. cos i've done it and it's there already. nothing's going change the fact of its existence. but then i also thought, why did i do the wrong thing. i asked myself over and over. it was not cos i was hurting inside. it was not that i was dying for your attention either. when it happened; it happened. that sort of made me figure out why.

then there's the good. the good thing was to save. your BLOODY ASS. i wanted to leave it alone but i knew it wouldn't be very nice if you found out about something like that, and i didnt want to see you hurt. and yes. i went to do it. and i did save your BLOODY ASS. and now that i've done it. i feel that i'm not appreciated. and i start thinking and asking myself why i did it what good would come out from it; it doesn't matter much. iloveyou. maybe i should have just left it there.

Two days chasing me around
I go crazy when you're outside of my world

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

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Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me
And it's harmony
Girl what you do to me is everything
Let me say anything just to get you back again
Why can't we just try?

it's a yes or a no.
yes will leave me wanting for more
no and i guess i'll just have to live with. HEH.

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6:21 PM