FUCK YOU.

7.5.05

MARYANNE SOH XIAO YU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WELL YOU'RE ALREADY 15. PLEASE ACT 15 LA! HAHA! I LOVE YOU OK! DONT LEAVE ME OK! HAHAHA! : ))))))) MUCH LOVES! : )))))))

my idol talked to me today. sort off. she's so comforting. i think she's like the nicest person and coolest person and like. everything! she's like fucking perfect. sheesh. if only were like her. she's ultra smart also. anyway i wasted the day doing NOTHING. well. i read books. walked the dog. alot of times. and all. haha! but i guess i wasted most of my time waiting for my idol to reply. haha.

to my pretty friend. dont be so depressed la. it's only yang. haha you're like obsessed over him la wahaha!. nevermind pretty friend. we have each other. haha! : ))) much love to my pretty friend.

You, doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you, dont mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
Well I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that
You'll be mine someday
Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause I'm trying trying to forget you girl

but it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl
But I know one thing's for sure
It's your love I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore

Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you you're doing that thing
Every day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

i dont believe anyone
feels the same way i do about you know.

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