17.5.05
On gay hiatus.
this is my heart, bleeding before you; this is me, down on my knees.
ok i'm murdering myself with all this slow sad songs now. And really. It's so, painful. I guess i destroyed my own mood to actually study geography. I think i'm really tired. Tired of every damn thing.
You are always in demand, but sadly when i needed you then you were never there. And everyday i cried dreaming me you. And what i did, Why did you ignore me? You were like the only person i wanted to talk to for that whole period. But where had you gone? You're my inspiration. My god. I worship you. Ok whatever its not like you care. And if you thing this whoever you think it is, it is whoever you think it is la.
whatever. Now i keep thinking about the butchies and how their songs really reflect On my life. And not i'm so full of regret. Gwendolyn Wee, how are you ever gonna enjoy life. This is it, i'm now the straight active/butch, i like guys. But i dont dig the long hair and skimpy tops and short skirts. Goodbye, love your one and only straight active/butch.
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6:57 PM
i dont need any more problems right now.