FUCK YOU.

29.6.05

declaration for independence.

my dream guy would be some one like. _ _. too bad he's attached to someone too good for him.

you know, i see people "suffering" everyday well fine that's if you deem break ups suffering la. but then those people they look so poor thing and then you want to comfort and console them but then i think by doing that and telling them things they want to hear isn't going to help. i think they should like really face it la. listen to an outsider and they'd figure why it didnt work out at all. anyway they are like in secondary and school and they are like, " YOU are the only one i need." or,"YOU are the only one i ever want/wanted." or," i love YOU forever." then there's, "i love you." sadly, i think ," i love you has already long lost it's meaning." you hear people saying, " i love you" every 10minutes.

if you wish there was another door to take away your pain and regret, why didnt you open the door that lead to me? i swear i was there for you, i was willing to give in to you. you could have everything that i was able to give you, you could have abused me you could misused me, you could have taken everything out on me. i could have been your toy. i didn't mind. i really didn't.

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